... is a struggle. My anxiety is past the boiling point. So, my goal is to keep it from going over the edge. My next plan of attack is a bit of painting. And music. I am going to try to finish some projects that I have been putting off (because I have been kidding myself that I will have more time). I don't have any more time which is possibly why my anxiety is so big and ugly. So, this is some huge Opposite Action that I know WILL improve my mood... IF... I DO IT RIGHT! And, doing it right has absolutely NOTHING to do with if it "looks right". That is... if I do it right! ha! It is not as complex as I am making it sound. I tell ya, I think it will also be one of the most rewarding things I've done lately.
Headed that way!
Leslie,
Your Favorite Oxymoron!
I love you!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteHow did it go?
ReplyDeletewell Abby... it has been 11 looooong days since this particular incidence of Opposite Action... but, i assume i made it through since 11 days have come and gone. :-)
Deletei can tell ya that sleep was not in the cards for the next night, jan. 30. and the one thing that would help release the explosive pressure in my head... painting. so, when i tried to sleep/rest and the pressure got too big I would paint until it went back down. i actually got several paintings done and i even felt like i had gotten some rest. which is better than nuthin, right?
You go my girl!
ReplyDeletethat's right Nice Lady! watch me! ;-)
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